- ERICA ; Not worth of anyone ..

Friday, February 05, 2010

ERICA @11:40 AM

Things have changed yet again ..
you said stuffs without prove &
letting it go just like that .. Thanks.

Came to know that you two timed me .
That leaves me nothing to say .. I just
want babyboii back thats all i can say
since you wanna do till like that ..

Thanks for everything anyway .. Now
then i realise that you still never find out
the truth before you do anything .. Never
mind .. you've already ended everything ..

[3:48AM ; 06~02~2010]
happy 3 years 4 months ?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

ERICA @9:55 AM

Since each of us have chosen different partner ,
i hope you'll treat her better .. You have my
blessings .. (:

I've already told you before that she's the one
for you .. Like what you previously wrote in
your blog , why can't i be able to find true love
in another girl ? Knowing that i still have you in
my heart , i have to force myself to let go of you ..
& i found another .. I know you won't read my blog
anymore but i will still post stuffs here as usual ..

Baby , i might be tearing sometimes please forgive
me ..

I'm selfish , childish , etc .. I know .. Thanks for
'lecturing' me over the phone just now .. It was then
then i realise i'm not worth of you at all . Right from
the start .. & letting me know what she say & think
of me as .. Hurt .. Thats all i feel .. Thanks alot sis ..

Justin ::
Thanks for all the memories you gave me .. I'll never
forget them .. They are really precious to me .. really
precious .. Since we have parted , I don't like babyboy
to have another mummy .. neither do i like him in her
arms .. I wanna have babyboy back .. He's the only
precious thing i have left about you .. I wanna have
him back ..

Troy ::
Thanks for all the encouragement all this while .. I
hope we won't have quarrels again .. I'll be tearing
this few days .. I really hope you won't mind ..

onur urin heojyosso
budi hengbogharago nobada
johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe
nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego

sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna
hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ahigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

[2:30AM ; 25~01~2010]
Laogong & i have parted .. Baby's holding me now ..

Saturday, January 23, 2010

ERICA @11:05 PM

News ..

Just heard from someone that you said that my life
is in a mess .. Thanks . (:

I'm always in a mess anyway .. Loads of stuffs had
happened .. Everything has come to an end already ..
I suppose .. I wanna mia .. I wanna runaway .. I wanna
hide .. But i have to face up to reality ..

Reality = my life's in a mess

Not gonna post much or say much anymore .. I've
already decided to keep everything to myself .. I
told you guys how i felt & how i'm feeling but this is
what i get from someone .. Now i really have to keep
everything inside me ..

[3:15PM ; 24~01~2010]
More rooms for hurt ..

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

ERICA @8:28 AM

Things are changing for me .. x.x
You did let me feel the change in you ..
But ..
Sometimes you make me feel like walking away from you ,
while other times you make me feel like holding on tightly to you ..

Which is more , i won't say .
Its something for you to find out if you wanna know .

Anyways ~~~

Got lost again today . ):
After alighting from the MRT at Hougang ,
i didn't know where i am as i just exit-ed 'cause its the nearest exit ..
x.x Stupid ain't i ? ):
But luckily , i got toutou dear to guide me . (:
THANKS ALOT !!! (:

Anyways , i hereby announce ...

I , ERICA SNG , HATE BUSES !!!!!

Damn it lor . There're like so many stupid buses but luckily i found one
bus . WAHAHAHAHAHAS ! ;yay
Okies as i was saying , hmmm ..
putting it simply , i was there ..
For those who knows why i'm there , Please don't tell anyone ! Please !!

Didn't feel good at all today ..
After seeing your sms , i didn't feel good at all ..
But few hours later , knowing that you're home , i was dang relieved ..
You're freaking sick & you're still running out . -.-
You better stop that luhhs .
I'm not the only one who's gonna be worried okies ?

Not gonna post untill tomorrow .. Night nights guys ~

[12:45AM ; 21~01~2010]
Why can't i have a break ?? Why can't i run away from reality ??

Sunday, January 17, 2010

ERICA @1:14 AM

A lot of things happened .. Sometimes i really feel
like just walking away.. In other words ,
tao bi xian shi ; running away from reality .. Things
happened for a reason . & that reason is basically
unknown to me .. Like what i said before , I'm a b!tch ,
I'm a s!ut .. I really am thinking a lot .. But at times ,
i just keep stressing myself when i get no answer ..

ERICA SNG !
WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID SO
B!TCHY !?!?!
WHY ?!?!?!?!?!!
WHY !?!?!?!!!!!!!

[5:20pm ; 17~01~2010]
Is indo the only way out ?? ):

Thursday, January 14, 2010

ERICA @11:09 AM

Things have changed once again for me .. Call me pathetic ,
useless , boyfriend stealer , heart breaker , cb kia , etc .. I'm
alright with it . As i know i'm at fault ..

Today's deicision wasn't voiced out by me .. I talked to both
T & J face to face . Which means all 3 of us met up and talked ..
I don't know how to face everyone now .. Tears just keep rolling ..

To Troy ::
Hey .. I know you'll come and read .. But i just want you to know that
i really don't want things to turn out this way .. If i could turn back time ,
i really wish that i wouldn't have become your baby .. Seeing you putting
up a strong front now is really hurting .. Promise me you'll take care of
yourself okies ?? Do me this favour .. Just this last favour .. & about your
mum .. Don't always quarrel with her alright ? She meant you good ..

To Justin ::
We got back .. A last chance was given .. Not by me ONLY . Remember
this .. I just wanna let you know that this few days i will definitely still
cry . Due to what T told me just now .. I hope you'll understand ..

I don't have anything to say anymore .. In real life , if you come and ask me ,
yes , i do have a lot to say .. But now here .. Eyes dang puffy , head dang giddy ,
gastric pain is acting up again .. Might be posting soon .. when i feel better bahx ..

[3:14AM ; 15~01~2010]
Baby has let me go .. J's holding on to me now..

Monday, January 11, 2010

ERICA @7:52 PM

I don't know what are you thinking .. You have been
behaving really weird recently .. Tears swell .. Tears roll ..
Tears never listen .. never will .. Because of J i've been
crying a lot .. Now .. Because of you i cry too .. I really
don't know what went wrong .. You said i forever keep
asking you this .. But have you ever thought why ?? A
lot of things have been going through your mind recently ..
I really hope you would share it with me .. I don't want
history to repeat itself .. I'm breaking down .. Totally
breaking down .. Why can't you just speak up baby ??
why .. Don't leave me helpless ..

I'm always the girl whom is always able to help ppl in
their BGR .. But not mine .. I'm always lost with mine ..
I'm falling soon .. I'm going soon .. I don't want anything
to happen to you .. Helpless .. Its the only word i can find
in my mind .. My mind is in a mess .. H.A.V.O.C simple ..

[12:01PM ; 12~01~2010]
Me walking is what you want , i'll do it with tears ..